Well, 2 Corinthians is not about pulpit anxiety exactly, but it sure is helpful.
Who is equal to such a task? Unlike so many, we do not peddle the word of God for profit. On the contrary, in Christ we speak before God with sincerity, like men sent from God …
Such confidence as this is ours through Christ before God. Not that we are competent in ourselves to claim anything for ourselves, but our competence comes from God. He has made us competent as ministers of a new covenant—not of the letter but of the Spirit; for the letter kills, but the Spirit gives life …
Therefore, since through God’s mercy we have this ministry, we do not lose heart. Rather, we have renounced secret and shameful ways; we do not use deception, nor do we distort the word of God.
On the contrary, by setting forth the truth plainly, we commend ourselves to every man’s conscience in the sight of God … For we do not preach ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, and ourselves as your servants for Jesus’ sake … Therefore we do not lose heart.
Well said, old apostle.
Will I continue to struggle with pulpit anxiety? Probably.
But is it worth it if Christ gets preached and people see his truth plainly (and our lead pastor gets a break)? Yes.
And will I accept that, at least for now, this is part of my lot in life—sleepless nights, occasional criticism and monthly diarrhea—and simply be satisfied with being a child of God? Absolutely.
I am simply a child of God, called by and sent from him as a minister of his new covenant; I have no competence in myself but rather, his strength is made perfect in my weakness!
Ah, snap! That last sentence will preach. I can’t wait to preach again.
